Words. The one way someone can be described, either one's deepest downfall, or someone's biggest upbringing. Words are the one thing I thought would be my mystical power, the thing people see as being the mesage that can somehow help a world come together at the sight of a specfic passage or the script of a song so beautiful, it could unite an entire nation. But as it has been shown to me in the mist of time, and the showing of a world so desolate, I'm nothing more than a mirage. Apparently. This illusion if you will. Only a trick of the eye, until you look away, I make my move. But in the end, is that how it really is? I'm not an illusionist. I'm nothing of the sort. Perhaps if I was, I would do more disappearing and less reappearing. Though, I'm understanding that perhaps, my words and who I am are not good enough for the people in my life.
Even though hidden beneath the mask I've chosen to wear, people really mistake that as having this doubt unbelieved to be real or serious. I've cast aside all of my vices and my stand points for the sake of letting people in. I've managed to close my eyes, and I've managed to open them again. People told me today there is always light. Somewhere. My lights, right now, are going to be shut off. People always say I take so long to open up, so long to open up my heart to the people who really want it, that it sends them away, which is alright. No complaining.
But to open up, means I need to come down. I need to show people I'm real. I exist, even if my skin is flawed and my personality is tainted, along with all the relationships in my life. But when the walls come down, I'm quick to close back up.
Today's lesson: Always hide who you are. It doesn't pay AT ALL to disclose all information about yourself.

I've just read almost all of your tells and I must say that I LOVE them<3 You're such a good writer and that makes my head almost explode with all the emotions and pictures I get from reading<3 I always thought I was the only one who felt sorry for The Joker and somehow the only one who really understood his character. So reading your stories about him and his life actually maked me cry. I've always loved The Joker, so brilliant, so beautiful, so... fragile<3
I would love to chat with you someday so please... send me a note with your msn (if you have any)
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It takes no time to fall in love, but it takes you years to know what love is // Jason Mraz <3
With the Joker stories, I kind of tapped into myself (whoever that) and into a character, but if I think about it, aren't we all a character? Just depends on who is picking up the vibe. I guess part of you was picking up who I was tossing at people.
Sure, if you would like to talk, just note me. I don't mind. I will usually respond, but right now, I'm a little sick and stuff, so I haven't been able to write anything new. It's really annoying. But soon, more things will be coming up.
Thank you for your admiration.
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Because someone who I used to love, let me go...I met someone who I love more so now than I've ever loved (Me)
I will send you my msn in a note<3 I would love to get to know you better^^
Aww... I hope you'll feel better soon<3
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It takes no time to fall in love, but it takes you years to know what love is // Jason Mraz <3
And I don't have MSN. I use AIM, but I'm rarely on anymore. Been a little under the weather so to speak.
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Because someone who I used to love, let me go...I met someone who I love more so now than I've ever loved (Me)
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It takes no time to fall in love, but it takes you years to know what love is // Jason Mraz <3
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