Lustful-Sin

Hello everyone who is still here!

I have gone away for some time and it was well deserved. Just to let you all know, I've changed. BUT I want everyone to go to



That is where the Joker story will be. It's also a place where I will post clips of the current comic I've been working on, involving the Joker.

Go there, like the pages, like the art work and be on the look out. Let people know. There is a lot of things in progress! So, just moving forward. I won't be posting anything under this name, but however, the name above is where you all can follow new stories and old Joker story.

I hope you all are going to help me pass the word along. I know it's been years, but hey, I needed to do this and I needed to move forward from this space.

Thank you!

If ANY of you want to talk, just message the other name. It will be much better. The writing is tighter, but not as often. I hope you enjoy work.

Thanks all!!!

It's funny going through all of the things I've written over the last six years. Some of the things I've written, I've completely forgot about. A lot of it is pointless and stupid, so not worth reading. A lot of these, I will print and put away, where I don't have to see them. Some of them will get worked on, but a lot, won't. They will just go into the binder where I keep all the crap I decided to write.

I wrote nearly 50 pages worth of different writings. That's a lot of things. And it only took me six years to do it, four if you consider I wasn't here for two.

Why are you leaving?

Some people have asked me. Honestly, I have no passion to write. I have not written anything post worthy in years. I'm officially finished with it. I mean, I've written some letters, and even to me, those aren't sufficient. The letters were filled with words I will regret writing. No one is worth the words I want to share anymore, or the lack of sharing. I couldn't care any less about writing. I used to be so passionate in the words I would write, and literally, I have nothing else to offer.

At some point, I could win someone over in my words. I could win someone's respect, their love, their whatever. Now, I have nothing left to say. I just know that saying things makes me vulnerable. I won't be that anymore. I won't break through the wall I need to, to express whatever it is people want from me.

Stone cold. That's how I am now. I mean, I knew it months ago, but...I wasn't sure if I could bring it back. I'm not this little kid anymore. I'm not this child who is willing to open up and tell people my story. My story is like everyone else's. It's nothing special. It's stupid actually. So, no point in wallowing in it.

For all those people who followed me, thought I had some kind of talent, thank you. I mean, I wouldn't have written if it wasn't for the positive reinforcement I received over the years. And even though some of you continue to provide, it's not enough to make me want to write again.

Please, read what you can while you can. I encourage that. I love that you all love what I have to offer. I am just sorry I can't provide that anymore. ^.^

~LS

I haven't been on here in two years. Yup. Two years. I'm done with this site. Sadly, I've realized I don't care about anyone on it. I came on here to have people read my stuff, to only find out, I don't care to write anymore. I'm actually closing it for good by the summer when I take all the writing on it, and put it on my back up.

Fortunately, I have understood my position. I have so many things to take care of. And....this is where this ends. This ends here, now.

Letting my mind be taken by the color black. Only loved by the words I have written. Not for who I actually am. No one loves ME... Only the people and stories I write are worth loving. As you all have noticed, I deleted all of the writings on here. They are no longer important to me.

So, I have closed my eyes. I'm closing my book, dropping my pen and forgetting I ever started this in the first place. It is time for something new and unlike me. I am only going to be me, trying to win back a prize I took for granted. If I win, I do. But I will not hold my breath. And if I did I would probably go down in history for dying for the right thing.

To All of My Fans:
Thank you for showing me art is more important than the person. Each one of my stories reveal truth about me. Sadly, this story is coming to an end. A challenge for you all...you love me? You will find me again and maybe the person you find is better than the one I created.

Thank you and goodbye. Thank you from the darkest sides of me.

How long I gotta hold my breath? Next day, I wondered, but I wasn't sure. If I was still waiting till next week...I think I better save my breath. You got me know, I heard the news, you blocked me out, you cut me loose.

You let me down. There's no turning back to me. Can't touch me now, there's no feeling left. If you think I'm coming back, don't hold your breath. And what you did to me, I can't forget. If you think I'm coming back, don't hold your breath.

Keep trying to come up, but have no where to go. Don't be foolish, because if you were so good to me, we wouldn't have to go through this. I would never be that cruel to you.